Thailand sounds fantastic! Keep your eyes, your heart & your mind open & you will learn a tremendous amount!
And as far as the crowds of people are concerned, you can find yourself as alone on the corner of 5th & Madison in New York City as you can in the middle of a cornfield in Iowa. I was standing in Las Vegas, on the Strip, as people (most of them holding outsized alcoholic beverages) flowed around me, when I realized that I was enough. Just as I was, I was complete & nothing was missing.
I am excited for you — all the adventures that await you within & without! I cannot wait to read your stories!